10/29/2008 2:54:39 AM
Look, the only person who has a right to be mad about Ann and her private life is me. There are times I get very mad at her only to find out that the report of the belly t shirt in the LA restaurant on April of 2007 was not even true and she never was there. Or when some con man named Rob Ryan, who broke in my email account to change a letter he had sent me about this absurd idea he had a beer with Ann and slept in her apartment for months was an ambush. Rob told one story and then the email changed again.
Ann and I fight. However, deep down, I would rather have the best for her. If I and her fight so much and cannot live with each other, then I let her live her life and move on. This is a woman I have spent ten of my best years with. I will beg and get on my knees with the most desperate begging if she is ever injured. I spent 10 of the most nightmarish years with her while we both were attacked daily. I just want her home and the thought of the best years of your life make you beg. So I beg, not for her but also to her. But her love is strong and she will not let go.
If it comes down to it; come to me and let me beg. Let her be. It is a hatred of women and a jealousy because of a vendetta with the Clintons. Then it was lies printed about her and her touching off a feud. I begged in 2002 and it got me three years in federal prison. Ann is a good person and I vowed to protect her even if I am so angry and upset. Even if it was a matter of infidelity or a swinger issue which they had lynched her in the media, I would still beg if I had to. She gave me 10 of the most wonderful years of my life before I was kidnapped and vowed never to back down again.
Ann is a good person and as I said, is only belligerent because of what happened to us who prevented our courtship and marriage. I did not do anything wrong and she did not do anything wrong but nobody judged her for her career and work; they were more interested in lynching her for being a good person. I figured the best way is to break the bond between us and maybe she will follow or stop the lynching of her. If I have to I will beg for her. At the same time, whoever are my tormentor and kidnapper, you are taking away ten of the best years of Ann’s life.
If you felt kidnapping and threatening me would get you a slam dunk, then it did not work. Ann will always jump right in there like the secret service. You do not understand her, I do. She listens to me and I hurt for her sometimes. I am scared of her and for her because she thinks she is my secret service and she is not, so I beg for her and have in the past. She does not have the killer instinct or the physical ability I have but her mental strength is invincible. You will not break her and you will not break me. But I will beg for her so that she is treated fairly and that is a pride I can live with. Whoever wrote all these lies about her or began some public lynching of her; you are wrong and are a fool.
She beat you in the end and that caused you to stalk her and to loose your mind. She turned your delirious hatred of her against you by upsetting and making you so jealous you stalk her and lie to me about her. She beat you because she is a good person and has a noble cause, me. The story and the lynching of Ann changed to being our best friends and wishing to promote us. Yet they are in step when they do not even respect the laws and Constitution which says that an individual has a right to exist.
As a stalker, you all have no right to be mad at her or think she is even interested. She has told me that never once was she romantically interested and was trying to relay this. There is a lot about her I do not like but she has vowed to fix it if she can. Half the stuff is not even true and if it is, they should come forward before we go after them. That is how they lynched her and it began back in 1999 and 2000 after impeachment and several attempts to investigate her own private life. They knew they hit gold when I began to fax reports after 911 of chasing and being chased by a suspect. So they said I was crazy and Ann got back for that one and we have not resolved the false imprisonment and threats.
Let me worry about her private life and her sex life. I can tell you that we are very happy until I get some article and find out it is a total lie or some orchestrated effort to spread rumors which she says began with the New York Post. We can imagine what her father felt reading it, imagine what I felt reading it for the first time. She has said and repeated she is not interested and only used dates to signal this fact. When a woman is asked out and she is not interested, most of them say “I have a boyfriend” even if they do not or they get one just to say they have one. It is clear, to me, that Ann decided to fight the fire with fire while I was gone and MIA.
Our life has been hell for ten years but we fight side by side with the idea that those 10 of the most wonderful years will return again one day. Of course I get mad at Ann and of course she gets mad at me, but that is our fight and we do not hate each other; but her stalkers feel I am invading her life and was forced to change their tune (Rush, Sean, Caldera, Maher, a few black guys, Clinton, Edwards, and a few others; it was an Army of them and the media.) First their story was about lynching me, then it was her, and now it is back to promoting us or being bad subordinates. That is the problem with criminals, terrorists, psychopaths, and social paths; they never know when they have been caught and defeated. If and when Ann and I are together, things will fix it. This problem will go away very quick; very quick.
Alex (and I do love Ann very much but am not allowed to show it due to our problems and a history that refuses to go away or fix it now.)
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