Tuesday, October 28, 2008

THE TIDE HAS TURNED AND ANN IS RUNNING OUT OF TIME: SHE IS ALWAYS LIKE THAT ALWAYS

... (continued letter)

10/28/2008 4:08:15 AM

I am not like these people or claim to be or want to be. They all can rot in hell; Ann can rot with them even. Here is the truth. Ann owes me ten times more than what I owe her. Even still, I am very disturbed by her life and I have asked her to clear this up immediately. Even though she owes me ten times more, I have never once asked for any sort of repayment and still refuse any. I told her I would get her out and clear her professional name. I would be lying if I said I was not mad (she said I was stalking her on politico while her stalkers were beginning to cloud on me) and it made me hate her so much for lying about me, so much. I still do not hold it against her and ask for any repayment. I am still fighting crazy and doing what I can so that I can have a chance to escape my predicament. I am not into this swinging shit or the date makes the person Ann is into. It is pitiful. She thinks she is in competition with younger women to win my heart.

So far, she is batting zero and all she does is come crying to me and I have held back my feelings and promised her that 10 can be 20 I do not care. I will get her out of this but I will choose if I shall mourn her or not. You do not want to know how much she owes me and how angered I am hearing about her dating life and life while I was on my death bed. Good clean fun or not, if I did that I could not live with myself. I would not be able to look at her eye to eye. I did not do this for her repayment or so she cans prove herself and how many wounds she has to me. You are in her sick joke so she can prove herself to me and how she is all cut up and bleeding like me. I am trying to escape a kidnapping and abduction and Ann has laid on me a huge problem with her private and social swinging life which I abject to vehemently. She said she would sit down and outlines every detail but has yet and claims it was good clean fun. If I did that, I would be hung and could not look her in the eye. She said I was stalking her on politico which got me in trouble with her real stalkers. Now she says she is seeking an apology on there. In all honesty, I am getting sick and tired of this charade. She is too quiet isn't she? I am not happy with her private life and she is out to prove herself and her reputation, she is too worried about her damn reputation or how many friends she has or how powerful and rich her dates are.

Here is my recent letter to her and my final judgment: I do not care whether or not it was good clean fun or not. I do not owe you nothing and you owe me 20 times what you have done for me but I do not want your money, your life, your problems, or the strings attacked to it. I do this for my own soul and because I been with her for 20 years. She can follow me to the ends of this earth and give me all the money in the world, it will not heal my soul. She got enough problems right now to worry about who or what she is dating. If she is that pissed off, then run around with black men for the rest of her life and that will piss off all her enemies and friends. Oh she pissed me off also and owes me 20 times more but I do not ask or want nothing. I am doing it for my own soul so I do not have to live with this guilt and anger. If she wants to die angry miserable and broken, then so be it. She always shows up a little too late and without enough ammo to work with. Now I have all these legal cases and where is she? Arguing with me about how many times she was asked out or went to dinner. I am just disgusted altogether but I know I am a good spouse and a good person, to Ann Coulter even. She messed up her own life and very close now to loosing the last person, the last person who holds it all... she will loose everything. It is not my fault, not my fault and I do not owe her anything; she owes me twenty times. Tell Ann if she wants to blame someone, look in the mirror and look at what happened on politico with her stalkers, then she was screaming about how I was stalking her. It is on her soul and burns her soul; not mine.

"I have a massive problem with stalkers. You obviously have a worse problem with stalkers. They turn out to be the same people and who knew we were together sort of. Ann you fragged my ass when I read the stuff and was fact checking. One side is what you created which was false. The other side was what was created for you which was even more false. Then there were the ones who created fantasy and hovered over you for a chance or way to figure out what was true or not. Every time you are asked, you give the most blatant lies. Everytime a rumor surfaces, you never answer directly. They know you are buying time or waiting for some deliverance, like a rescue or surprise. Maybe they will understand the reasons or why you choose to do that, it is dangerous. Here is what i think. They know you have a man. They heard you say life long crush and ex boyfriend. Time of your life. Your mom and dad. Your commitment to marriage and family. However, they cannot piece together anything and what they can is what you say and what frustrates and upsets them. They know you are not telling the truth and are hiding something. You were not acting like a single woman, visiting single places, socializing like a single woman, nothing suggested that you were "looking." The people you frequently choose for appearances are married or ridiculous as a date for a single woman and more of a chaperone. Maybe I "fit to well" in the analysis. Maybe my time line is just too perfect. Maybe we write nearly identical. Maybe it is obvious you are with a person whose profile can be built up by what they know about you. Based on what you have said, I am unable to build that profile; I asked if you were on drugs. It was just hogwash. "

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