Sex with Chelsea is not what it seems. She does not like sex and feels the burn of her fathers’ guilt, the effect it had on her mother. Although when she was younger and when she is courting a man, her message is how she will do anything and the book of fetishes and stunts is unlimited. She is open to one, two, three partners but changes the tune quickly. It is a one time thing if it is needed. They know Ann does not care but does not know why; I open the door for them and they caught on quickly. Check the records when I write, “I would take them to the limit and humiliate the women… they were not interested in 2nd or 3rd base.”
Chelsea does not like sex whatsoever. She has a tendency to not be passionate while having sex, ask her current husband. He can test her and ask her if she needs it; she does not and uses it for control. She will strike if and when sex is suggested. Her parents are very involved and know how often she has sex. I think her parents tried to get even with me while in prison for doing this to their daughter but I was a very good fighter. They were going to humiliate me back.
In an effort to drive them away, I used a tactic of humiliation and pure insanity. It is not rape but they are relentless and want you subjugated. So they use sex and are open to it and then gain the control. Chelsea is built for endurance and is open to anything. I think it was a “trial run” to determine what she likes and does not; she does not know. All night and unprotected is fine. We are talking an open ended open door. Nonstop day and night to “solidify” this initiation and that is when things get really bizarre. It is like turning on the lights and freaking out. It is like she wants to be chased and never had any interest in chasing.
So if you test her and push her to the limits to find out who they are, it is not who they are. They do what most girls will never. However, they refuse to make it a regular affair. I think this “blood bond” is why I have power over her and she is secretly still in love; but feels used and backstabbed. She wanted to be a good “choice” but does not know who we are. The backdoor and very rough and deep passionate eroticism is not stopped. She does not resist in the “initial periods” so long as nobody finds out. However, will deny it once it is; this is why Ann has caused a fervor over fisting and anal sex. It chides them and cuts them down heavily.
They used it back at her to suggest she was the same. Let me tell you that Ann was studying Chelsea and knows her political career is on the line. We are talking about nonstop, angry, humiliating, and very submissive “first time runs.” It is not about love but a way to open doors and to suggest a sense of closeness. If you try to talk to her afterwards or later on, she flips, as if she is guilty and gone insane. Quite different then the friendly and open minded before; now it was about love and more when it never was.
She is mad and used to really put the screws in me by calling me a pervert and how I was a pervert when that really was not the case. It is called revenge and letting the enemy have the rape they want. She got one hell of a surprise and knows to this day it remains a fantasy. I do not know if she understands, it is merely a fantasy and not love. Do they care? Probably not, they want to get even or change someone to fit them once they sign up. She used to send me love notes all the time and they turned very aggressive and even violent.
Ann used to chide them and her about that night at the beach. If she wants she can deny or answer specific questions; such as the case with Ann. Ann told me and she told me why they did this back to her. The only problem is the pain they are in for pursuing us and trying to recruit and defect us. Is Ann mad or care? She thinks it is the most hilarious thing and she can strike them down each and every time to get a laugh and it makes them blow up and become psychopathic. This entire sex thing is just a challenge and “back at you” play where they would never dare present real evidence or what they did. We are talking “do anything” mentality and “use anything to win.” Am I sorry it blew up on them and do I laugh at them for being so mad? No I do not, do not kidnap me and make me some weakened spouse for communists and spies.
So if you ask her about this, she will go insane. They had been near obsessive with us and we were using ways to drive them away. Even day and night, rough and hard, pure humiliation and abuse, the lack of love and insults, the constant back and forth attacks to let go and move on; is not enough to get through to Chelsea. I do not know if her mom knows or if she approved and said to trust. Maybe she could not say or tell her mom what a mistake they did or how badly they set her up. So when Ann says to her what we did and knows; they go insane. Hillary does also. Her father thinks it is because Ann is in love with him and wants to get it on. It is about Chelsea and this secret rendezvous at the beach in 1999. You may want to check the records and what I said to Ann about being mad at me. She does not know how to leave and clings and gets very angry; very angry. That is why there is no sex with Ann but they refuse to leave when there is. Ann said to them, show me the crime.
Is it clean? Yes. Is it tight? Yes. Is it good? Yes. Does she play hard to get? Yes. Did she slap me? Yes. Did she mean it? No. Did she want more? Yes. Did she want a hug? Yes. Did I kiss her? No. Did she give me easy access after? No. Did I chase? No. Did she ask for marriage? Yes. Did I pass her up for Ann? Yes. Did I wear protection? No. Did I need it? No. Did she think it was painful? No. Did she close her eyes? Yes. Is she embarrassed? Maybe. Does she look good in a bathing suit (two piece) Yes. Does she have tan lines? No. Does she look good in shorts? Yes, especially the hips. Is there odd hair anywhere? No. Was I the first? No. After I moved on and stopped talking to her, did she try to tell me she was still interested? Yes. Was it an accident? No. Does she swallow?
Do not know and did not ask. Is she two hours? Yes. Is she four hours? Yes. Is she six hours? Yes. Is she eight hours? No. Was she drunk? No. Was she embarrassed? No. Did she know what she was doing? Sort of but never initiates and asks, she plays along. Was there odd odors? No. Anything odd? No. I think she was acting and using it to seduce me so the image and the gift was wonderful. Did she pay her own way? Yes. Did she split the dinner tab? Yes. Did I kiss her while in the hot tub? Yes. Did I kiss her after or when she left? No. Did she want a goodbye kiss? Yes. Was it fun? Maybe. Did I ask her about her past or who and how many men before me? Yes. Did she answer honestly? Yes. When I asked her if she likes or loves sex, she blew up where she used to say “love.” Do her parents have a “bad boy” image of me? Like father like son.
I really despise red heads and the ankles. Ann knows the fat and puffy legs with the white legs are gross. For people who are beach bums and surfers; that image is ridiculous. However, they try and try and do not get it. Even humiliating they sexually gets them in a state of excitement but they flip and turn psychopathic. Want to know something true; Chelsea can take a lot of pain and loves the danger. Once it was known how bungled it got, she finally just moved on and let go but I think deep down she still feels there is a chance and somehow I will change my mind one day about her or her parents. It is the red hair thing. Was it a fair trade? Hell no. Was it enough to make me want her? Hell no. Was it good? It is insurance and a necessary evil. Did Ann like it or knowing; she understands and went along with it after I asked her if it will work. Did it work? No. They are not that great and as sexy as they claim. There is a limit on pursuing others and being angry; maybe they want you to let go and get lost.
No comments:
Post a Comment